me: :*
this night i dreamed about going to live with you
leave all behind and go there, find a job... hugs.
i'm feeling down this days
need to change things
Jul: hi girl
that's not a dream, that's rather a nightmare :)
me: :P
in my dream it wasn't :)
Jul: you may not remember exactly how difficult to live with i am, it's been a long time ... ;)
me: i remember, and for me it wasn't that hard
actually it was very good
Jul: yes, true. i was in a good mood with you ;)
not sure that everyone in the flat thought so
me: that is why maybe i dreamed that
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i love your way of being
Jul: feeling nostalgic?
me: yes
a lot
Jul: i love it too. that's good to be a nice asshole from time to time
me: i need a moron to make me happy
:)
:P
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Jul: people are not bad enough in portugal? ;)
me: yes they are truly bad... here and everywhere
i need just one person to help me caring my life... i'm feeling tired
and almost alone
Jul: well... we all are in this case
not knowing where we want to go
me: :)
someone i loved died last week, that's why i am feeling sad this days. and that fact made me think about what is really important
Jul: it will pass
me: and for me the feelings are the most important thing
Jul: i am not sure that leaving everything behind you is exactly the thing to do when you are in such a mood
me: i'm used to take care of others
Jul: I wouldn't say you shouldn't change things in your life, but not in such an emotional state.
try to be vulcan. logical ;)
me: but i need to take care of me too, i do that but i'm missing to have another person to share, to take care and to take care of me too
you're right
Jul: you know, it's been almost 3 years no one did take care of me or i did take care of someone. you get used to it.
me: no i don't
i'm living like that for 30 years
i'll be fine
don't worry
Jul: i am sure you will
me: :*
Jul: just take care of yourself
and kick some asses, it's relaxing
me: :P
luv u
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Jul: you sure of that? :)
me: in a certain way yes, of course
i love you
Jul: you are sweet
me: you, in a certain way, are sweet too :D
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Jul: i want a hug, right here and right now
me: huuuug
me too
hug hug:*
Jul: well, would be nice. unfortunately today is work day.... i have to play to play with those fracking support centers...
me: i have to work too. have a good day, and thanks for the hug
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Jul: take care sweet girl with an amazing ass ;)
me: i need one of you some day
Jul: kisses
me: :D getting old but still fine for now
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Julien: i guess i wouldn't complain
